0 just down the hall

This is torture...absolute torture.  I should have said no.  I should never have given in to Dalia, not while I am in such a delicate state.  I am having a hard enough time trying to kick this habit of mine, but having him here just down the hall is perfect fodder for my O-A-I.  Of course now instead of fantisising about some imaginary man, I have a real bonefide man sleeping in my guest room.  The last thing I need to start doing is creating a fantasy world around my boss' brother.