My newest adventure is underway. It has lead me to take up residency in a new blog,
Like the Feathers of an Arrow (affectionately known as LFA).

...don't open...don't throw away... is not disappearing completely (not yet),
but postings here will be limited.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

0 time to let go...

i need to suck it up and let go.  i have held on to this security blanket for to long.  doing so has and is a detriment to my health and well being.  i need to stop hiding behind it.  i need to stop using it as an excuse to face what truly is wrong with me.  letting go is not easy.  it will take much effort, time and determination.  and to keep my will strong once i have finally achieved my goal so that i do not relapse back and cover myself once again in its warmth and comfort seems impossible.  but i cannot let that stop me.  i must find away to push away my demons and do this for me. 

Friday, March 5, 2010

0 best friend

Sleep is my best friend.  I cannot remember a time where sleep was not with me.  When I was younger it was a reprieve from my headaches.  Every day after school I meet up with my best friend on the couch.  Now adays, sleep walks with me for another reason.  Sleep helps me to forget my worries.  I find comfort in sleeps arms.  When my best friend greets me, I am able to escape.  Unfortunately, I spend too much time with this friend of mine.  I know I should distance myself, but it is not very easy.