0 time to let go...

i need to suck it up and let go.  i have held on to this security blanket for to long.  doing so has and is a detriment to my health and well being.  i need to stop hiding behind it.  i need to stop using it as an excuse to face what truly is wrong with me.  letting go is not easy.  it will take much effort, time and determination.  and to keep my will strong once i have finally achieved my goal so that i do not relapse back and cover myself once again in its warmth and comfort seems impossible.  but i cannot let that stop me.  i must find away to push away my demons and do this for me.