if only there were a little chip in my head that could take my internal ramblings (especially those that seem to plague me while driving) and write them down. so many thoughts run though my head about things i'd like to write and say, but they rarely seem to linger with me long enough to write or by the time i the chance does come along my motivation to do anything other than mindless things (listen to music, watch tv, star off into space). there is also that fact that by the time i do get the chance to sit down and write my parnoid/self-depricating self has had time to whisper discouraging thoughts of how what i wish to say is pointless and no one really would care to read my insane ramblings.
i suppose it really doesn't matter. the chip in the head probably would end up being more trouble than it is worth.