|My newest adventure is underway. It has lead me to take up residency in a new blog,|
Like the Feathers of an Arrow (affectionately known as LFA).
...don't open...don't throw away... is not disappearing completely (not yet),
but postings here will be limited.
Friday, June 11, 2010
0 if only i could...
Twice now I've started the week with an overwhelming desire to quit. I sat at the top of the stairs with the anxiety twisting inside me and all I could do was wish for an end. Unfortunately there does not seem to be an end in sight. For as I sat there completely resolved to the fact, I should have known better. By the time I made it to the bottom of the steps I knew I wouldn't quit. I'm chicken. That's the truth. Also scared of the unknown. Not to mention that I fear if I were to make such a life altering decision people would assume the wrong reason behind my decision. So I'm left to continue on this path no matter how unhappy I may be with it.