|My newest adventure is underway. It has lead me to take up residency in a new blog,|
Like the Feathers of an Arrow (affectionately known as LFA).
...don't open...don't throw away... is not disappearing completely (not yet),
but postings here will be limited.
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
1 dried up?
The end of April fast approaches and I find myself having written only 5 (six if you include this one) posts. My initial absence was anxiety related; I needed to purge the irrational thoughts that began when I got my first follower and when I began participating in different blogging communities. Now I find myself at a standstill, uncertain how to get back to where I began. My state of being now is lost, wordless, depressed, lacking in motivation, uncaring.... I want to find my way back, I'm just not certain I'm ready or that it's possible. It's not unusual for me to go through spurts of not writing. I can look back over my years and find large gaps; either I became to busy or lost inspiration or found inspiration in other endeavors. I think it is something about this particular medium that makes me itch to not let time pass by so unnoticed as I have in the past when using paper and pencil. I don't know... Maybe I need to borrow from the logical part of my brain and revamp my blogging into a more structured (prescribed) entity. I really just don't know. Is it worth it? Aside from me, would anyone really even care? Do I truly care? Maybe I just need to stop thinking and start writing.