|My newest adventure is underway. It has lead me to take up residency in a new blog,|
Like the Feathers of an Arrow (affectionately known as LFA).
...don't open...don't throw away... is not disappearing completely (not yet),
but postings here will be limited.
Thursday, April 29, 2010
0 the power
my heart aches constantly. my mind races non-stop. tears crest too often. none of this is new. i use to handle it better. it is getting harder. i am isolating myself, even from myself. how i manage to move beyond these walls is beyond me. how i manage to continue my routine is a mystery. i wish i possessed the ability to silence it all. the power to make my heart stop aching. the power to settle my racing mind. i should be out there enjoying myself and my life. i deserve that. why i fight it so, i canno fathom.