this letting of words is my treatment...my salvation. it pulls all the toxins from my mind, body, and soul.
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Saturday, November 6, 2010
0 a whisper and a touch
He came up behind her and whispered words in her ear that made her blush. His hand brushed against the bare skin just below her dress and she felt her blush spread and the warmth of the evening invaded her. His other hand slid slowly across her stomach; his gentle embrace gave her permission to let herself melt back into him.
0 or maybe...
i apologize in advance for the inane ramblings that are about to ensue. i also apologize for getting lost. i seem to have lost myself somewhere and am trying to find my way back. not an easy task, but i'm working on it. anyway...
i think i steal other people's dreams. maybe not steal, so much as borrow, invade, trespass or something of the sort. i know i have a relatively over active imagination that i quite often ignore, but there is no way that my subconscious is able to concoct such outlandish dreams or such realistic ones. and it seems odd to me that i rarely play myself. i am always someone else, or i watch from the outside like a movie...i even jump from character to character. every once in a while i think about the fact (or at least i remember hearing it as such) that frankenstein came from dream. and i wonder if maybe that is the real purpose behind them. to inspire something more. of course i'd have to remember them for that to happen right. at least more than the bits and pieces that linger. and i'm so not a morning person, so there is no way i'm waking and writing down the thoughts before they fly out of my head. anyway that is besides the point. i wonder if it is possible to invade someone else's dreams. i have always believed that there is the possibility that if we were able to tap into certain parts of our brain we would be...i don't know that psychic is exactly the word i'm looking for, but in that realm of things. when we sleep, we open our subconscious to those things we perceive as impossible. similar to the idea of young children being more in tune to fairies and ghosts because they lack the logic and realistic world we adults force upon ourselves. they still believe in the impossible. well, i think it's possible that those boundaries we put up open up when we sleep. maybe i do dream the future and thus why i have deja vu moments or maybe i do invade other people's dreams or maybe i see fairies and ghosts when i sleep or maybe my creative side that i have chained up and left to shrivel and die of starvation is making a stand and invading my dream to inspire me.
or maybe...
i think i steal other people's dreams. maybe not steal, so much as borrow, invade, trespass or something of the sort. i know i have a relatively over active imagination that i quite often ignore, but there is no way that my subconscious is able to concoct such outlandish dreams or such realistic ones. and it seems odd to me that i rarely play myself. i am always someone else, or i watch from the outside like a movie...i even jump from character to character. every once in a while i think about the fact (or at least i remember hearing it as such) that frankenstein came from dream. and i wonder if maybe that is the real purpose behind them. to inspire something more. of course i'd have to remember them for that to happen right. at least more than the bits and pieces that linger. and i'm so not a morning person, so there is no way i'm waking and writing down the thoughts before they fly out of my head. anyway that is besides the point. i wonder if it is possible to invade someone else's dreams. i have always believed that there is the possibility that if we were able to tap into certain parts of our brain we would be...i don't know that psychic is exactly the word i'm looking for, but in that realm of things. when we sleep, we open our subconscious to those things we perceive as impossible. similar to the idea of young children being more in tune to fairies and ghosts because they lack the logic and realistic world we adults force upon ourselves. they still believe in the impossible. well, i think it's possible that those boundaries we put up open up when we sleep. maybe i do dream the future and thus why i have deja vu moments or maybe i do invade other people's dreams or maybe i see fairies and ghosts when i sleep or maybe my creative side that i have chained up and left to shrivel and die of starvation is making a stand and invading my dream to inspire me.
or maybe...
Friday, November 5, 2010
0 brain wars
i'm a numbers person. not the show numb3ers, though i must admit it was an enjoyable show to watch. but that is besides the point. i'm a numbers person. i am logical, practical, detailed oriented, and ruled by facts. in short, my left brain rules. it has since probably about eighth grade. its need to push its way to the forefront was probably a self-defense mechanism. my irrational and erratic thoughts needed some semblance of peace, order and structure. my left brain was the cure. still is. my right brain doesn't quite like that. it is starving to get out and explore. i try my best to give it its due, but is not easy to do. it struggles and in turn it acts up inappropriately or not at all.
i like seeing possibilities. i like following a hunch. i like seeing the big picture. i like believing in more than what i see. i wish i could let my right brain come out and play more often. i wish i could open myself up to its potential and not be scared of what might come. i wish...
i like seeing possibilities. i like following a hunch. i like seeing the big picture. i like believing in more than what i see. i wish i could let my right brain come out and play more often. i wish i could open myself up to its potential and not be scared of what might come. i wish...
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
1 fragile
thoughts moving rampantly
cause coursing tremors
pushing boundaries
forming unseen cracks
feeling I'm
~fragile~
I'm feeling
cracks unseen forming
boundaries pushing
tremors coursing cause
rampantly moving thoughts
For the life of me I cannot say why I felt compelled to try my hand at another palindrome poem. Wrapping my brain around the wrapping words that must form some sense of cohesiveness is not easy or fun. I suppose I like the challenge. And even though I'm have yet to find my rhythm for creating this type of poetry, there is satisfaction in the accomplishment (even when it only turns out so-so).
Inspiration for this poem came from Three Word Wednesday [3WW=>fragile, rampant(ly), tremor(s)]. Fragile was used as the mirror...wasn't really working until I changed "I am" (which would reflect as "am I") to "I'm" (which reflects as "I'm")...
Saturday, October 23, 2010
0 fortune cookie #3
"You will be happy in receipt of good news."
Seriously! What kind of stupid saying is that? Logically speaking, the news can only be good if it makes you happy. And what about 'no news is good news'? Does that mean that aside from receiving bad news you should always be happy?
Who wouldn't be happy with good news? But then again, one person's views on what makes news good may not be the same as someone else's. So in that case good news would not lead to happiness. But then technically, it is not good news, at least not to the person who sees it as bad news.
I think I'm beginning to talk in circles. How about we change it to a more interesting fortune. "You will be sad in receipt of good news." Now think about some good news that could yield sadness...that I can do...but I'd rather not....
Good news doesn't guarantee happiness, but what other kind of new would bring about such a feeling?
0 sleep calls to me
sleep calls to me
whispering sweet nothings in my ear
constantly i hear it crooning
it pulls at me
it nudges me
it sings to me
sleep calls to me
whispering promises of tranquility in my ear
constantly i hear it tune
it pulls at my eyelids
it nudges my head
it sings to my heart
sleep calls to me
too often
still i find myself yielding to its powers
whispering sweet nothings in my ear
constantly i hear it crooning
it pulls at me
it nudges me
it sings to me
sleep calls to me
whispering promises of tranquility in my ear
constantly i hear it tune
it pulls at my eyelids
it nudges my head
it sings to my heart
sleep calls to me
too often
still i find myself yielding to its powers
Friday, October 22, 2010
0 bella luna
tonight has the most beautiful full moon. i was outside during the moon's brightest point. it was gorgious...howl worthy. and yes, we did indeed howl. i can only imagine how bright it would be if not surround by the parking lot lights. it's times like this i wonder what it would be like to live far out in the country were the only thing that shines at night are the stars and the moon.
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