Crux

Tears spilled like crazy
streaking my cheeks
converging at my lips
the taste salty on my tongue

Tears spilled like crazy
from fear and anxiety
that binds me
a helpless soul of nothing

Tears spilled like crazy
my thoughts turn to the future
how will I survive
I can only fake so much

Tears spilled like crazy
how do I get past the insanity
it can not be explained
and so I am alone

Tears spilled like crazy
with the knowledge
that I will always be alone
bound by this pathetic phobia